Different...

I felt so... weird today. Was it because she went back before me and I waited there for half-an-hour not knowing she had already left? Probably. Was it because I walked under today's heavy rain just reminded me of so many sad memories from the music video of 晴天 and its lyrics? Could be one of the reasons. Or was it because Brandon was singing 不能说的秘密 and it brought memories of the sad scenes from the movie? It could be one of the reasons as well. Is this what the saying "Enjoy today, suffer tomorrow" means?